narrowistheroad:

Dear Future Husband,

I’ve been meaning to write this letter for a while. I don’t know if I’ll be able to put it all down in words and connect it smoothly but I’ll try.

I think about you. A lot. Probably more than I should. Nights like this make me wish you were with me. I don’t even know if I’ve met you yet. I’m just thinking and waiting for the day I’ll be able to lay against you and feel your strength and warmth. Don’t be surprised if I don’t want to let go of your hand. I hope it’s okay. 

I can’t wait to have a Christ-centered relationship. We can do devotionals together and worship together! :) Haha Maybe I’m just being a teenage girl, indulging in the thought of you. I know God has the perfect moment picked out, specifically for us. I don’t want to rush things. I just want to enjoy being with you and God. It’s so comforting. 

Even now I can’t breathe hahaha. I guess I should get used to it. I know I’ll be able to be myself around you, but I know that won’t stop you from taking my breath away.

I don’t want a “perfect” guy. I want you. A man who fears God and will be able to lead the way in our relationship. A guy who is kind and funny. You don’t have to try to be anything around me. I’ll love you for you through anything and everything we have to go through. We will be crazy, wild, and weird. Or maybe quiet, still, and reserved. It’ll come naturally. I’ll respect your feelings and I hope you will respect mine. We’ll flow with each other and learn from each other.

Honestly, I’m nervous about how we’re going to raise our kids. I want them to grow up with the Lord but I want their relationship with Him to be their own. I don’t want it to be forced on them. I don’t know what kind of mother I’ll be. All I know is that I want them to grow up in love, knowing love. 

I dunno if I’ve met you yet. You may be reading this right now. I guess we’ll see. :) I can’t wait to be with you.

Your Future Wife